In
the old days, the drive from Jalalabad to Kabul took two hours, maybe a little
more. It took Farid and me over four hours to reach Kabul. And when we did...
Farid warned me just after we passed the Mahipar dam.
“Kabul
is not the way you remember it,” he said.
“So
I hear.”
Farid
gave me a look that said hearing is not the same as seeing. And he was right.
Because when Kabul finally did unroll before us, I was certain, absolutely certain, that he had taken a wrong turn somewhere. Farid must have seen my stupefied
expression; shuttling people back and forth to Kabul, he would have become
familiar with that expression on the faces of those who hadn’t seen Kabul for a
long time.
He
patted me on the shoulder. “Welcome back,” he said morosely.
Rubble
and beggars. Everywhere I looked, that was what I saw. I remembered beggars in
the old days too—Baba always carried an extra handful of Afghani bills in his
pocket just for them; I’d never seen him deny a peddler. Now, though, they
squatted at every street corner, dressed in shredded burlap rags, mud-caked
hands held out for a coin. And the beggars were mostly children now, thin and
grim-faced, some no older than five or six. They sat in the laps of their burqa-clad mothers alongside gutters at busy street corners and chanted “Bakhshesh, bakhshesh!” And something else, something I hadn’t noticed right
away: Hardly any of them sat with an adult male—the wars had made fathers a rare commodity in Afghanistan.
Your analysis of the line "the wars had made fathers a rare commodity in Afghanistan" was interesting because it shows the changes that Afghans and Afghanistan is facing.
ReplyDelete-Selina Ma
In your annotations, war always gives off a negative aspect (Ex: losing loved ones, violence, impacting one's homes, etc.), but does it ever give off any positive ones onto civilians, especially on the land that war is on?
ReplyDeleteJenny Ng